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Hi Gang:
    Last night I smoked the last cigarette in my pack. I knew I'd wake up and have to run to the store to get more so I could have my morning ritual where I pretty much chain smoke with my coffee and LCB.

    This morning, barely awake, I recieved a call that my friend needed to borrow my vehicle, and I of course said "Yes" completely forgetting my lack of nicotine in the house. 

     As the car taillights disappeared around the corner, it hit me. "OH NO." I felt a fear like I was looking death in the eye.  NO CIGARETTES.  What will I do? Will I live? Will I die? Will I end up hurting someone?

      I did the mad dash thru the house, looking for that evasive butt I might of left in the ashtray, but to no avail.  I WAS OUT.
      By 8am, I was just a tad cranky. By 10am, I was getting increasingly irritated at the smallest things.  By 4pm, I was a real B**ch.

      Its a good thing I was alone all today. that way, no one could get hurt unnecessarily. 

      About 5pm, my friend returns my car.  I called her and left a message to PLEASE stop and pick me up some cigarettes.  She did.  I was waiting for her at the end of the driveway, lighter in hand.  I about ripped her arm off trying to get in her purse for those smokes.  With shaky hands I lit up.  It is true when I say I smoked several in a row.
        That is the longest I have been without a cigarette in a very longggg time, and I am not looking to ever try that again any time soon.

        Anyone else ever experience the "Out of Smokes" nightmare.

    I am now once again in front of my computer , smokes in hand, Also my coffee, and all is right with the world. 

                                  All in fun: PMM

honey..i thought you quit??  what happened?  don't answer that..i tried so many times before i finally did it.  well that sound like a BAD day...i have gone cold turkey on a few of my bad habits before, and you sounded just like i felt...scattering around the house, looking for any evidence of anything...that really sucks.  glad she was only gone for the day