ya doc..you are definately right. i clouded my mind with my
indiscretions ...drinking, drugs, etc, now too much gambliing
its all the same. but when you stop it all, and give it a good look,
then all those crys that were locked away come out...
i never realized how much crap i blotted out with my gambling, until
these last couple months since i have stopped....it is like being an